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Sunday, January 11th, 2009
11:15 am	Outside its cold and what I thought was home really isnt anymore. How long does it possibly take for someone to make it back from cluj, and are the mountains that far? Ana is on the back of my head yet shes hanging out with lame yuppies on the regular these days.If I could be a vampire I would but where would I find one and how do become excepted; I mean are there tryouts or something .Like do they rules against smoking pot on the job, ugh i fucking hate rules. Current Music: ra ra riot (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
6:48 pm	invailid letter dept yeah, they had plans for him they had spun the last of the pimps polyester satin nailed jewlery lips,while the gullotine just slapped again dancing on the corpses ashes, on my way nails broke and fell into a wishing well, annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr theeeeeeeeeeeeee coolest person alive (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 12th, 2005
7:45 pm	wow its been awhile since i last logged in and not much has change with the exception of quiting school. Yeah my parents are pissed but i didnt feel like mississippi state was the wright place for me.Looks like im moving to north carolina which honestly dosent sound that bad.Mississippi is a gaint wastland of rednecks and racist idiots.I feel so out of place here, well state has a pretty good emo or whatever crowd. Im joining the air force pretty soon which im kinda nervous about.I hate to leave you behind kristen but i just feel like this place has nothing to offer me, and maybe u should come with me to north carolina. Current Music: static lullaby-lip gloss and letdown (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
6:33 pm	NOTE TO FUCKIN SELF Note to self I miss you terribly this is what i call a tragedy, I want you back. This song is exactly what im going threw right now, damn; Im sick of this scene Current Mood: depressed Current Music: From first to Last (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 15th, 2005
5:28 pm	Im sick of still being treated like a fucking alien. I cant belive there are people who still cant get passed the fact that im from south texas , and that I dont speak the same way the do. These retards at some lame show last night where like hey isnt that the guy from like south texas, or mexico.Fuckkkkkkkk idiots like that piss me off.Im not a violent person nore do I wish pain on anyone but damn so what if I can speak two languages and you can barely speak one.Im sorry its not everyone , not even half the people i know, just this really lames ass dude at a oi show last night.Most the people i know here are very open and down to earth , hell most of them want to move from mississippi. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Misery Signals, the year summer ended in june (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 13th, 2005
3:29 pm	I think go has to be one of the best movies out there. The music in the movie is rad cuz it all comes from bt who is without a doubt one of the best djs on the scene, let alone global underground.I was wondering if jordan would be willing to go to candies in new orleans. Last rave i went to in new orleans keoki was spinning, damn that dude looks old, well i guess he kinda is.I dont really like his style of spinning im not into that progressive stuff, mostly the melodic trance is what gets me. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: ATB, dont stop (space kid contact) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 12th, 2005
10:16 am	I saw this movie ken park with my sister yesterday it was by far the best ar second best movie i had ever see.I dont think I had ever herd of the film but she said it was banned from australia and I see why. Larry Clark directed it so of course it was good, its alot better then kids was, or at least thats my opinion Current Mood: awake Current Music: ATB/Molella, I dont want to stop (club mix) (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
12:30 pm	I just realized that people who are on drugs are less sex driven, its actually proven. People who are on meth will always be on meth, people and drugs are simply less driven. Fuck Drugz. Ive spent the first three hours of my day going to art galleries downtown. I get really inspired and driven just looking at some of the beautiful pieces they have .I want to make something out of my life and not just fuck around and watch it go by. Most of my friends dont do drugs and im keeping it that way. This college professor told me today that drug addicts hang out with mostly druggies who arent even really there friends but can simply support the habit.Ive just realize how much ive changed since my exceptance towards the straight edge lifestyle. Im cleaner and have been told that im fun to be around.I cant honestly tell you the last time I smoked or drank but I know that my mind is alot sharper than it once was.My brother for example is totally screwed, i love him and I get really depressed being around him becouse extacsy has totally fucked over his life. He called me this mourning and I almost cried just realizing that the brother I once knew will never be coming back. Current Mood: confused Current Music: A Thorn For Every Heart, A night to remember (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
12:45 pm	Alright my mom is serioulsy starting to piss me off. Last night she comes into my room like at 2 and wakes my ass up asking me if i had just got home. She is literally the dumbest person i have ever met in my entire life .I cant wait till i move out and dont have to deal with her shit anymore.My stepdad doesnt even like being around her and I honestly dont blame him Current Mood: cold Current Music: Tegan and Sara, If it was you (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 9th, 2005
10:39 am	I know this is so random but i have a new found obsession with chloe sevigny. I loved her in kids, the brown bunny, and of course the ever so popular party monster. I know she is thirty one but serioulsy she still looks like she in nineteen for crying out loud. Current Mood: energetic Current Music: ROBERT MILES, CHILDREN (original version) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 8th, 2005
4:39 pm	Tomorrow is hour glass in Memphis, i might go cuz I hear alot of people or going to show up. Memphis has had alot of crazy raves lately .Someone always has to get busted selling x tho, its lame like that.The after should be alright so all in all tomorrow should be an ohk day. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: DEPECHE MODE,headstar(luke slater remix) (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
12:46 pm	Man i havent wrote anything in a while.Last night I drive for three and a half hours to memphis to watch this awsome band kfp play. It was radd, tons of emo house kids the worse. Just joshin it was pretty sic. The drive back to jackson sucked tho ryan was all stoned and wanted to jam to jay-z the entire ride back . It seems like its always cold in jackosn like its april and its still chilly outside, makes no sense Current Mood: content Current Music: Melissa Auf Der Maur, Real a lie (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 25th, 2005
10:07 am	i just finished watching the m83 video for farewell goodbye, soooooooooooo tripped out.I think it has to do alot with donny darko wich i love.The french come out with some really badass stuff. Current Mood: bored Current Music: M83, FAREWELL/GOODBYE (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
1:07 pm	So now am offically done with school, got all 24 credits and im glad. School was a drag but now I have a ton of things to look foward too. Yesterday night I went to a soccer game in madison and Ash taged along, we almost ran into a deer on the way there, wich was kinda nerve racking. Anyways im bored but contempt with my life as of right now, cuz I really cant complain.I herd theirs a show friday night at the pizza joint in downtown jackson Ill probally check it out.Well im off to work Current Mood: calm Current Music: ATREYU, TULIPS ARE BETTER (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, April 15th, 2005
5:02 pm	Hey I didnt write that bullshit honestly belive me please.Thats all new to me , and I cant belive somebody is that crazy to make up shit about me Current Mood: confused Current Music: ROSES R RED, OCEANS (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 14th, 2005
10:26 am	Man im fuckin bored and yesterday kinda sucked. I almost got in a car reck and this fuckin monster of a dog chased me for like a mile down my street,bastard. This damn cambodian trained it to fuckin chase kids skateboarding cuz that hoe has a badass ledge outside his house.I have nothing against cambodians but that guys just a flat out terorist.Hardcore style. He asked me if i was intrested in making pipe bombs with him, that dude said he'd pay me too.I was just like no dude I like life just fine im not planing on going to prison anytime soon.He actually explained it to me how I could kill my mom if i wanted to and not get caught.This bastard like reads books on the stuff. Current Mood: awake Current Music: ROSES ARE RED (Comment on this)
Monday, April 11th, 2005
7:19 pm	FUCKIN MONDAYS Today was another fuckin boring rainy day. I went to see sin city it was awsome. Jordan came all bozed up and nichole had lipstick all over her face. Those fags didnt even watch the goddam movie they passed out like halfway therw. Im kinda pissed cuz i payed for both those bastards Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: INTERPOL,NARC (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 10th, 2005
12:13 pm	Im really sick of these boarings days just waiting for the next school semester to come around. Yes im going up north and my brother is comming with me wich i guess is pretty cool, id hate to be in jersey alone.Two of my best friends are actually advising me to move to toronto with them. Canada would totally kick ass but I dont think i want to make that kind of move so sone. Ill stick to jersey, and yeah the south blows. I wouldnt advise anybody to move here its fuckin gay.I hate these fuckin stupid actcents people have and the racism is to much for me. Current Mood: bored Current Music: interpol, take you on a cruise (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 9th, 2005
2:44 pm	Home Im finally back home here in jackson, Dallas was fuckin amazing. Well im glad it over tho cuz i got kinda home sick, and sometimes i just go threw little fazes the just need to pass. Im going to be moving to toronto in september im fucking excited Current Mood: content Current Music: interpol,stella was a diver and she was always down (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 19th, 2005
11:05 pm	this doesnt hurt me Is it fucked up that my roomate and one of the people that really have control over me is in love with a fuckin 25 year old docter or some shit.Dont I fuckin matter, this shit is pathetic,yet ive felt it before.Like i go threw this shit soooooooooooo much I ware my feeling on my fuckin sleave so everybody knows how pathetic I am. I must admitt sleeping with lindsey just lying in bed with her is more comforting then anything during my lame ass day.When I see like some fuckin 25 year old man in the apartment holding her hand fuck,my hart just dropped Current Mood: content Current Music: where is my mind, the pixies (2 Comments |Comment on this)